He was a master of selfabnegation, a personification of absenteeism, a masochist who gloomily enjoyed the pain in painting. 他自暴自弃，无缘无故地逃课，成为一个阴郁地享受着绘画中的痛苦的自虐狂。
Each morning he gloomily recognized his idiocies of the evening before. 他每天早晨沮丧地认识到昨天晚上的荒唐。
